Shahara’s Poem
Ayodele (Wordslanger) Nzinga

we sistas
jumping rope, grannies hands, Ms. Ivy’s peaches
we sistas
bows of red ribbon, white taffeta Easter dresses, no bluest eyes
sistas we
eat cool melon in hot sun, juice on our chins, pillowcases make our "long hair"
sistas we
got big lips, wide hips, and secrets inside
sistas
rock alone together cause we know
Sojourner cried our tears
we know
sistas
know
blue black yellow redbone nappy pain
and the door is not held open
and we carry our own bags
that man left long ago
he was my husband father son
no bluest eye
we
know
the door is not held open
sistas
know
we know
we
are blues and collard greens mixed with ancient Egyptian secrets
bathed in eucalyptus
we are dark night
essence not shadow
sistas
oak aspiring to willow
bowed but  never broken
sometimes a long way from the music
but dancing just the same
we are the back and womb
we are the pitch

 the ever soft reception
we are not reduced

never diminished

multi dimensional
elegant
alliterations
off the reverberation of Alpha
we are sistas
of ancient blood
glory and pain
complex
and
unending
God lift us up
Mama turned into Granny
 I have become Mama
 the door is not held open
no bluest eye
we sistas
in   under above beyond skin
I’m in a club you were born in
we sistas

tight as curls of crisp brown black hair

over moon pie chocolate eyes

never safe in our own skin

sistas

forever wounded

in the houses of friends

bleeding

tears

silently

we carry on

we sistas

mean

evil

black dark like shadow on sun

no bluest eye

no doors held open

we claw

we climb

we bruised

we keep going

carrying our own bags

we sistas

 waiting to be another jewel

sapphire

says we sistas

mojo mumble us whole

we sistas

sista

I see you

walking by the Nile

dragging peacock feathers

in pearly black sand

dreamed you bathing in honey

leaving

chocolate milk in the tub

sista we

never Cinderella

snow white

or the

 Christmas angel

I see you shinning

forth

shine

sista

I say your name to the north wind

I gossip about you with the

moon

who shines in you

who holds your secrets dear

we sistas

forever

blooming

holding

growing

overcoming

sumpthin

cuz

we sistas

livin up to

livin with

livin in spite of

sista

 I adore you

 

you me

when I look at

you

I see me

playing jump rope, holding grannies hands, and sneaking Ms. Ivy’s peaches

Ms. Ivy said she sprayed the tree

 we ate the peaches anyway

sista we

still looking for the sweetest peaches

still climbing other peoples trees

sista

here's to planting seeds of our own.

Ayodel