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lunchtime on a balmy day in mid-December, thunderstorms crawling up from the Gulf, and I discover seven cats clustered by the back porch: Daisy rolling lazily beside the sliding glass door, Pansy and one black kitten perched on the top step, Jasmine and the other two kittens frolicking beneath, and Poppy’s father sleeping in a spot of sun, maple leaves folding over him like foamy waves at high tide. A thick layer of winter pollen yellows the plastic chairs on the porch, as a ladybug inches across the floor, and a lithe mosquito bangs against the door. Eventually, this commonwealth of cats unravels, Jasmine skipping into the pinewoods, her new litter bouncing beside her, the others wandering away one at a time, leaving only the pumpkin from Halloween blooming boldly tangerine on the porch table, a grinning black cat drawn like a curtain across its plump rind. But for a little while, surrounded by felines, including three more gathered in the kitchen at my feet, I realize I am happiest when submerged in a sea of cats, as if at the core of my being I’m hinged with whisker and claw, as if the blood that rushes through my veins also hums to a soft purr of love. |