MRS. MICKELSON AND TOOKIE
 
Mrs. Mickelson didn't mind
holidays alone.  No tree. 
Yet a wreath on the door,
a creche on the end table
and the army of cards
that marched across the buffet,
their cadre added to daily,
signified her simple assent
to celebration. 
 
This year was different. 
Everything piqued her tears: 
thoughts of Christmas past,
carols, even seeing or hearing
children on tv, simply 
looking at holiday-lighted windows. 
 
Through one of these tears,
she looked at Tookie,
the little latchkey kid across the hall
who let himself in
and didn't come out
'til his momma got home,
like it was the first time
she had ever seen him. 
 
Mrs. Mickelson overheard
Do you have to work on Christmas?
and noted the disheartened shrug
of the boy's bony shoulders,
the blank look of benign acceptance,
that overtook his eyes
as he softly closed the door
behind his momma's nodded "Yes"
when she left for work one morning.   
 
Mrs. Mickelson was surprised to hear
herself say can Tookie spend Christmas Day
with me?  Sure -- okay with you, Tookie? 
Tookie nodded his head yes
while the same disheartened shrug
and blank look manifested for a moment. 
 
On Christmas day, side by side on the sofa,
Mrs. Mickelson and Tookie watched
the parade.  She showed him her scrapbook
of Christmas Past in her snowblown
hometown. 
 
Tookie attacked the stuffed hen --
More dressing -- more mashed potatoes? 
Mrs. Mickelson cut two pieces of red
velvet cake as she explained that she always
baked a cake on Christmas to celebrate
a special birthday.  Tookie agreed with her
observation that the cake couldn't
hold 2005 candles and laughed
as the thought overtook him. 
 
Mrs. Mickelson moved the next February
to her nephew's house in Braeburn, Texas. 
Tookie was run down in April
by a surprised driver
who didn't see him in the dusk-light. 
Tookie died two days later. 
 
When Momma went through his things,
she found a name in his notebook
written in red with the fancy script
that all kids seem to try out when
they learn to write cursive: 
M R S    M I C K E L S O N. 
It was enclosed in a heart.